Exploring my options

Last updated February 3, 2004.

You must be the change you wish to see in the world.
        -- Mahatma Gandhi

How to find what I seek

What to do next in my life represents a major decision. It makes sense to at least briefly explore all of the options available to me. I can probably explore several different options in parallel.

Software options

A ranked list of my software options, highest priority first:

Biotechnology options

I am contemplating a biotechnology career focused on the diseases of poverty.

To become a researcher I would need to spend 5 years to get a PhD, and another 2-5 years doing a post doc. It is a lot of time. I would, however, start making a difference before completing my studies, but only to the extent that my work is more valuable to my utility function than that of some other student. A lot of students focus on either non-applied molecular biology, or other diseases. Consequently, a majority of the work I do as a student should make a difference.

The difficulty is what to do after completing my degree / post doc. There are few jobs in industry for the sort of work I am likely to want to perform.

One option is working as an academic researcher.

The first problem with positions in academia is, although theoretically academics are free to decide what to research, in practice funding levels for different research areas are set by the NIH, NSF, and other grant making bodies. Consequently, the difference I could make is limited to how much better the research I perform is than that of some other researcher that now doesn't get funded. I don't have a good handle on this. It is possible being 30% smarter could translate into producing either 10% or 100% more valuable research. My sense is it is probably the later, but I don't know. I wish there was a way to be a biotechnology researcher in which the full extent of my contribution would count towards making a difference. It seems I should abandon my plans for a traditional biotechnology research career if my skills and abilities do not appear significantly above my peers.

A second difficulty in becoming an academic biotechnology researcher lies in treatment access issues. Research isn't any good to me unless it reaches those in need. In the case of HIV/AIDS, all the successful academic research was handed over to pharmaceutical companies. The pharmaceutical companies decided it was more profitable to sell the drugs at high prices to Western consumers, than to everyone in the world in need of them. This represented a huge societal failure. All the scientific investment that went into anti-retrovirals, and they weren't available to 95% of people in need of them. The situation has now improved slightly, but not due to any scientific or technical advance. It has improved due to the efforts of the Brazilian government, the Indian generic drug manufacturer CIPLA, and the AIDS treatment access movement. Related stories can be told regarding malaria and TB. I don't deny we need better drugs, but it isn't simply about coming up with better drugs. More important is improving the availability and use of existing drugs. There are a range of neglected diseases in developing world, such as, visceral leishmaniasis, trypanosomiasis, and schistosomiasis, for which academia has come up with candidate compounds, but there is no commercial interest in performing clinical trials. The problem with academic research is it is about coming up with new ideas. Key issues that matter to me, such as pro-poor patent licensing terms, reducing drug manufacturing costs, and clinical trials of existing compounds, are not part of the academic mandate.

A third problem with academia, especially in the US, is that it revolves around publishing papers and applying for research grants. Performing many insignificant things is valued over attempting one important thing and failing. My sense is, to make a real difference, what is often needed is to takle the important but difficult high risk problems. Publishing trivial papers is largely a waste of time. Applying for grants also introduces a lot of overhead.

A second option would be to set up a private research lab in the US. The cost for a basic lab might be $50-100k, but the bigger cost might be the cost of biological supplies. The only data I have on this was a small 6 employee company, which spent around $25k/yr per employee on biological supplies. Given I don't want to be working alone, the amount of money required in the US is probably too expensive for me.

How best to make a difference as a biotechnology researcher is far from clear to me. If I continue along the biotechnology path, I will undoubtedly get a better sense of what needs to be done, and how best to contribute. Here are my top options for now:

Public policy options

I feel it has a high payoff, but I tend not to enjoy public policy. Maybe I can do it on the side. The following seem like the top options:

Other options

Other options worthy of consideration:

Fun options

Intellectually, I would really enjoy working on all of these, but they don't match my hearts desires: These things that I really enjoy are all of the form "research ...". This speaks to what I enjoy most: researching, discovering, and learning new things. I hope to be able to take on some of these possibilities as side projects, purely for fun.

Organizational structure

Whatever I do, I need to try and do as part of an organization. I enjoy being part of an organization. It is how I work best. Additionally, an organization is able to scale up and persist, and tackle much larger issues. I have two options:

Location

If feasible, I should attempt to do whatever I decide to attempt in the developing world. I would learn more, and hopefully transfer or create wealth closer to where it is most needed. It also has the nice fail safe property that even if everything goes wrong, and things are a total failure, at least I have succeeded in transferring money from the West to the developing world. I would also gain increased cultural and domain knowledge for future undertakings.

Plan

A ranked list of what I plan to work on: I will explore the option of doing some of this work in India, or somewhere else, that might put me in closer touch with the things I care about.
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